Email to all:
Morning all,
This update email is going to come straight from the heart. I don’t know how else to write it.
I’m tired, so so tired. This week has been very low for me. I feel drained, so much so that I hardly recognise myself. So many things are happening around me and I just don’t have the energy to deal with it emotionally or physically. I know that I am coming to the end of “bad week” after chemo, but still, things are feeling a little hopeless in me this morning.
My Grandad passed away a year ago today. I miss him so much. I can’t quite believe that it’s been a year. Sometimes it seems like only yesterday that it all happened so suddenly, but at the same time it feels like forever ago. I am stunned by the strength of my Nan. It’s been so lovely to spend time with her as she comes up to Hitchin to look after me and the boys directly after my chemo sessions. Thank you so much Nan! I love you very much.
I am due to go into London tomorrow with Mum and some friends from church. Please pray for my energy levels. Right now I can hardly face the thought of getting up, let alone traveling into London for a conference. I know God has plans for me there, so I’m going to get there!
There are other things going on at the moment that I can’t really go into detail, but please continue to pray for me and my family. Your love and support is definitely felt! Thank you all.
Much love,
H
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